it has been 3 months since we've been together...yay!!! 
let's keep it that way.please forgive me if i did anything to hurt you.if anything happened..i want you to know you will always be my sugar pie..okay honey..love you loads! 
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kay maybe i was too harsh on you..but forgive me if i hurt you.i didnt mean it though..=)kay we're back on track people!three cheers for my sweet revenge!!!wahahahaha 
he loves to see me going down.i LET him QUIT THE BAND AND JOIN THAT IDIOTIC CCA,even though he KNOW that i HATE that cca and LET him PLAY THAT ONLINE GAME.and you guys know what.HE RATHER SPEND HIS WHOLE EVENING PLAYING THAT GAME THAN BEING WITH ME.man..does he know that im being left out.im not so sure where i stand in his heart.im not so sure if he know that i even exists in this world?man the word 'LOVE<3' is such a burden.do you agree.well i agree with myself.i feel like slapping his face and bring him back to reality.man i dont wanna spend my next valentine day alone again.man.only god knows how i really feel inside.man im so out of here now.='(
he is mine!
cant deny it all though..people finding ot about us..man i hate it..especially his frens..man a bunch of jerks trying to spy on us..isnt that too obvious?i tell u they have no professional skill and talent to spy..if u wanna spy be a natural one..please..bringing down all the famous spies name..well thats bad..well im goin tomorrow..wf feezah...her birthday tomorrow..man didnt get her anythg..man my cash are running out..earning cassh at my age are damn hard..really..thats my point of view..wads urs..haha..man im lame..i need to go now..going where?!?!out of course!cant just stay home always..hehe..kay so long people!
im back from the dead again..yesterday was POP..passing out parade..did i cry when i wasnt suppose to cry?yesh i cried...when i wasnt suppose to cry..hehe..they really touch my heart..especially when the part when the ex-NCOs and NICs presentation part..i cried until my eyes were red..eh..nobody touch my heart so deep before okay!i going to miss them so much:'(..the new NCO and NIC aint the same..they give the wrong command at the wrong time:(..man they are not the same anymore..np is going to change forever i tell u..i miss them!!!!!i cant stop thinking of them...i should have given them something much more precious to them and to me..actually at first the gift meant nothing to me but now it means something more to me..a gift from the bottom of my heart to their heart..i hope they like it wahaha...kay after all those crying and stuff i pledge to go to np only for my ex-NIC!mmpphh...i wanna POP too..cant wait..im not so sure when but im sure why..so yar..that was yesterday..kay about today..i woke up super extra late..around 11 plus..man i must have been pushing myself too hard yesterday..haha..kay nothing extraordinary happen after that except for the nagging and the dragging asking me to stop using the computer...well ive been using it for the past 45 minute ONLY..by the way i miss him so much..i havent talk to him for the past 48 hours...man i hope he misses me as much as i misses him..man love got so many condition ryte..i should message him ryte now but my handphone battery is damn low..so yar must recharge it before tomorrow..going out tomorrow yar..kay got to go now...phew what a long day yesterday and what a long post ive post..haha.kay fakhirah AKA helena out of here!chill people if u have any problems!
yesh i did it once again..is this template nice or what!!!it took me 40 solid minutes to complete this master piece...yes it is a master piece...so i will need ur comment abt this beauty of mine..hehe..thank you..=)btw yesterdae was that speech dae and smthg happen..i dont get to see him..feezah saw him but not me..SOB!todae i spend the whole dae mising him..so that's the entry fer todae..soo wish me luck on mondae..im goin to hunt kak siti down...as i promised...hehe..fakhirah AKA helena oud of here!
today was fun..there's battle of the band..it grabs my attention as 2 guys i like performed!i was reli impressed and im sure proud of them...and i tink one of them did reli well..kay enuff of THEM..i dont want too much information abt them to be expose..hehe..and i actually help kak siti form a band..haha...not actually all my idea but she herself find the guys..wahaha..soo proud of her..her frens cant be depend on..as they have no confidence om her..and i tink they fought..man i like their team..as u noe i admire punk rockers..its reli hard to find a real punk rockers these daes..kay its not hard but im talking abt the real punk rockers..man..btw they insult her man..planning to embarass her in front of the public..oh pls i wont make that happen to one of my fren..thats the real me..hehe..kay now i wanna do some stuff first..kay get back to you ASAP!!=)